Lately I’ve been an absolute fool. I threw all my dreams into one persons hands that I love to hold. Into a laugh I can’t hear enough of, and a chest I bury my head into with my eyes closed trying to never forget how sweet he smells.
It’s been foolish to constantly be wondering if he’s thinking about me too during the hours and hours it takes to hear back from him. All the nights he’s too busy or tired to see me, and I spend them out wandering in the cold, distracting myself from every lonely thought that comes creeping.
I’m a fool for every night I only slept an hour because I was too upset from not being missed. For every meal I didn’t finish because my stomach turned with worry and misery.
I’ve been foolish for falling in love with the way he will always dance before every shower, begging for an eye roll and a reluctant laugh from me. How I anticipate his arm wrapping around my waist as he proudly claims me as his own.
It’s perfect when I’m with you, and perfect loneliness when I’m constantly without you. How will I ever find a balance?
"Damn, I can’t wait to love you. I feel it won’t take very long."
VG stole my whole heart. 7.22
"No other girl has ever said these kinds of things to me. Why you? I mean I am not complaining but you’re better than any girl I could have wished for. I mean why are you so open and honest? It’s never like this, it’s always games. You’re so refreshing."
I found a man that treats me like royalty. I’d do anything to make a man like that happy.
"I want you dammit. Every part of you. Cause I’ve never been this way with a girl. No lie. You make me so damn happy it’s kinda ridiculous."
"I wish I was there holding your hand."
Cute guy I’ve been absolutely crushing on drives a drunk me home…
Guy: we’ll am I going to get to see you again when you get back from vacation?
Me: prolly not!
Hoped out of his car and went inside….
What the actual fuck is wrong with my brain?!?!?
This is why we can’t have nice things
"Good job, I wanna run with you. I wanna do everything with you actually."
"Yeah, I’m not doing that…"
You know its going to be a rowdy night when homeboy & you make a connection over working at the hospital he recovered in after being shot…
…my life sometimes.